The 4th of July~

 

Our 4th of July was celebrated with Brent and Noelle and Max.

They came for a late lunch, played games and just visited.

They wanted to give Max a break from the other dogs.

Me did great and Sunny loved having him here.

Brent and I took Max on a walk to the park and the tears flowed again

with our conversation.  I get sad talking about my disorder and feeling

the pain and grief of loss and the things Brent is dealing with right now.

So much I feel sometimes for a 28, soon to be 29 years old.

He gave me a big hug and let me cry.

I still have a hard time understanding the big picture of what

I am going through and what the kids are going through.

God, please place your healing hands upon us and

guide us through these tough waters.