Not so Merry Christmas~

Our Christmas is looking a bit different this year.  Kinsley was sick on Christmas Eve which meant not going to church or having dinner together.  Some Christmases are like that.

I had 3 sets of tears yesterday.  Feeling sorry for myself has become a way of life for me.  Missing the old me and not liking the new me.  This disorder is really making me mad and I wish it was gone.

Praying to god and asking for ways to live with it has made me angry.  Nothing changes, nothing new, just anger that I have to live this way.

Merry Christmas 2025 from the inside of my house.