Usable hours, the anniversary of dad's passing and Kristin's wedding anniversary~

I also feel that my life is moving along without me in it.

I suffer daily with effects from my dystonia and I hate that.

I am on a new medication and I pray it gives me some relief

without a lot of side effects.

I pray daily that I get better and can continue to grow old

without a lot of complications.

I feel that this disorder came along after breast cancer and after

the death of my parents.

My poor body has had enough of being strong and now

it is paying the price.

3 years ago today we lost a wonderful man/father/husband/brother/friend.

Oh how I miss you so much.  I can't even explain the void in 

my life and the times I wish I could just call you and visit.

You helped me through so much in my life.

You were my rock.  Thank you dad for everything.

I love you always.