I am not ok~

Sunday was a tough day.

I struggled to just get through the day.

I did my sheets, vacuumed the rooms and pretty much sat for the rest of 

the day.

I am so tired of this.  I am so tired of not getting answers and relief

to this pain and difficulty breathing.

I ask for help from god, and I find no help in the future.

I am struggling so much right now.

This is not how I want to live out my life.

Please god, help me figure this out.