I struggle daily~

My mom was always the one to have a cheerful attitude.  I never saw her have

a bad day or a bad week or a bad anything.

She did for others all the time.  She made sure people had something to eat,

a place to stay and things to do.

Where did she get this lifestyle?  Who did she learn this from?

Somehow in my life I have missed that calling.  Not that I don't love 

having visitors, but I missed the "doing for others daily"  thing.

I pray to God to give me the strength to make the life of others better than my life.

I feel I need to give more and help more.

I just wish I felt better and my head felt better so I could give my best

to others.

I struggle silently...daily.